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sassyamy ([personal profile] sassyamy) wrote2007-03-14 05:39 pm

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Depression is no fun. I didn't need to tell y'all that, I'm sure you guys knew. My usual vacation depression has set in. At some point during any given vacation, I get depressed. This time it's because all my friends live in other states, that guy (the one who was asleep last time I went to see him) has been saying he's going to call me. He's told me this every night for the past 4 nights. My phone has yet to ring. My friend Josh says I need a project of some kind, but there's nothing for me to do. I could clean my room, but that would take me a month. Maybe I'll paint the bathroom. Oh wait, I can't do that because people are USING that bathroom. There's nothing for me to do.

And so, ladies and gentlemen, the list of the 10 most depressing things in my life:


10) My (former) best friend isn't speaking to me anymore.
9) I'm really really short and extremely overweight.
8) No guy has called me to ask me out in a long, long time, which leads to my love life being D.O.A.
7) I enjoyed digging into a dead person's body. Cadaver labs for Anatomy Calss are FUN!
5) I enjoy spending time alone in my dark room, usually sleeping.
4) I take extreme joy from driving around town aimlessly listening to depressing or sickly sweet pop music
3) I officially own Emo!Kid glasses and I LOVE them
2) I am very, very, very lonely.
1) My dachshund died over four months ago, and I'm still not over it. My mother won't get another dog.

I had better, more depressing things in mind for this list last night, but I can't recall what they are right now because I'm not crying myself to sleep.

I'm going to turn on some lights now, because maybe they'll make me smile a little bit.

[identity profile] steve-tales.livejournal.com 2007-03-15 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
There's always going to be depressign stuff in your life if you look for it... the key thing is to look for the positive stuff and wrap those around you.

Plus most of the things on your list can be worked with... People make a living doing #7. Loads of people do #4 (hence the old McCartney Silly Love Songs). And #9 ... one of my all-time fav girl friends was my Carla-bear ... short and cuddly!

chicaaaa chicaaaa

[identity profile] peaceanddreams.livejournal.com 2007-03-19 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
awww baby! im sorry your feeling shiitty.im in the same boat and it sucks really bad. but just know that im always here for you. call me anytime. 8609089280 and we can help eachother with our poopy probs. and i have no boy, im overwieght, and im lonley. so your not alone... ironic hahaha

anyways lovee you chica & miss you