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Depression is no fun. I didn't need to tell y'all that, I'm sure you guys knew. My usual vacation depression has set in. At some point during any given vacation, I get depressed. This time it's because all my friends live in other states, that guy (the one who was asleep last time I went to see him) has been saying he's going to call me. He's told me this every night for the past 4 nights. My phone has yet to ring. My friend Josh says I need a project of some kind, but there's nothing for me to do. I could clean my room, but that would take me a month. Maybe I'll paint the bathroom. Oh wait, I can't do that because people are USING that bathroom. There's nothing for me to do.
And so, ladies and gentlemen, the list of the 10 most depressing things in my life:
10) My (former) best friend isn't speaking to me anymore.
9) I'm really really short and extremely overweight.
8) No guy has called me to ask me out in a long, long time, which leads to my love life being D.O.A.
7) I enjoyed digging into a dead person's body. Cadaver labs for Anatomy Calss are FUN!
5) I enjoy spending time alone in my dark room, usually sleeping.
4) I take extreme joy from driving around town aimlessly listening to depressing or sickly sweet pop music
3) I officially own Emo!Kid glasses and I LOVE them
2) I am very, very, very lonely.
1) My dachshund died over four months ago, and I'm still not over it. My mother won't get another dog.
I had better, more depressing things in mind for this list last night, but I can't recall what they are right now because I'm not crying myself to sleep.
I'm going to turn on some lights now, because maybe they'll make me smile a little bit.
And so, ladies and gentlemen, the list of the 10 most depressing things in my life:
10) My (former) best friend isn't speaking to me anymore.
9) I'm really really short and extremely overweight.
8) No guy has called me to ask me out in a long, long time, which leads to my love life being D.O.A.
7) I enjoyed digging into a dead person's body. Cadaver labs for Anatomy Calss are FUN!
5) I enjoy spending time alone in my dark room, usually sleeping.
4) I take extreme joy from driving around town aimlessly listening to depressing or sickly sweet pop music
3) I officially own Emo!Kid glasses and I LOVE them
2) I am very, very, very lonely.
1) My dachshund died over four months ago, and I'm still not over it. My mother won't get another dog.
I had better, more depressing things in mind for this list last night, but I can't recall what they are right now because I'm not crying myself to sleep.
I'm going to turn on some lights now, because maybe they'll make me smile a little bit.